Numbing Kind of Feeling

One of my own personal, least favorite feelings, is when you're depressed. Not just any kind of depressed, but the kind where you don't know what to do with yourself. The kind where no matter what you try to do, it just doesn't feel right so you just want to crawl back into bed and play and waste your life away on your phone or some sort of mobile device or console. This sort of behavior does nothing to help the body or the mind. If anything, it worsens it. It makes it become harder to feel motivated. Harder to do schoolwork. Harder to shower, Harder to breathe, It's such an uncomfortable, yet somehow painless type of depression that leaves you feeling emotionless like a robot. You become the robot. It's a numbing kind of depression in which your feelings no longer exist and start to fade away into a dark, black, void where it will never been seen again.